before i gave birth to zayden i had made a choice to really enjoy him.
inclusive of waking up at all hours of the night for feeds.
i love this time with him,
yes i am completely exhausted during the day keeping the two boys entertained
but, the night time feeding is where i get to spend one on one time with zayzay.
their are no cars on the road, the neighbourhood is quiet, everyone else is asleep,
as i feed him he gazes out at the night sky.
he loves the moon and stars as they light his dark still room.
i sing to him "you are my sunshine,"
he looks at me and i just can't help but think at the journey he is about to embark on,
how quickly he will grow into a boy that won't wake up for these precious moments we share.
the tiredness, the lack of energy, the dark circles under my eyes are completely worth these precious moments that i get to share with my baby boy.
people think i am to young to have one child let alone three, but i don't feel like i have missed out on anything in my life as a young mum.
i feel so rich in more ways, i feel so loved, i feel complete, i feel like this is the one thing i was made for and that (sometimes) i am good at.
i'm so grateful to have not only one but three beautiful boys who call me their mumma.
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