so i had a pretty crappy day today.
it probably had everything to do with the bad mood i woke up in.
sometimes the day seems to feel so overwhelming,
that i have no idea how i will get everything done.
then there's the mother guilt that i'm not spending enough time with the boys.
and then that's not mentioning the laundry, the grocery shopping and all of that stuff that "has to be done."
i really don't know how all you mothers out there cope,
i think you need to give me some tips in organising my day.
with two kids i could complete everything but then throw another baby into the mix
and i'm all over the place.
but my day wasn't all bad.
i was sitting in the bathroom watching zay while he was in the bath.
and then makai came in and threw his arms around me,
he gave me the biggest makai hug ever.
(if you have experienced one of these you'll know what i'm talking about)
he then told me he loves me so much.
he is such a sweet and tender boy,
he is so sincere in what he says and doesn't tell you something he doesn't mean.
i'm so grateful that he chose me to be his mum,
he must have seen something in me that i didn't.
today in that moment he gave me the courage to keep moving forward.
he is my joy in this journey.
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