Unconditional

motherhood.

noone can ever prepare you for this roller coaster.

there are so many highs and lows.

i had a VERY LOW point this afternoon.

the three boys and i had the fun of hosting gastro in our house the last 4 days.

zayden and i had it one after another and the older boys got lucky enough to have it together.

so we basically have been stuck in the house all week.

and anyone who knows me knows i LOVE being outside.

if i don't get outside i get superbly cranky.

so yep, my boys got cranky moody mum this arvo.

poor kids.

i was emotional, telling everybody off at any chance i could get.

the worst thing was i knew that i needed to shut up but i couldn't.

the words kept charging out of my mouth.

as i sat down around 6:30 thinking how horrible i had been and how they didn't deserve ANY of it,

brax snuggled right up close, leant his head on my arm and said

"Mum, I Love You."

at that moment i knew that my three little boys know how much i love them,

and for now they won't hold a crazy moment above my head.

how amazing is their unconditional love.

they really know the true meaning and have it down packed.