That Mum Life Crisis

i think sometimes you've just got it all together,

and other times you don't.

there isn't really any half way.

being a mum is tough, the most toughest thing I've ever done.

it is the most rewarding and i absolutely love it (most) of the time.

but there is those times where i'm like 

who the flip am i?

in between making and packing lunches,

being a referee constantly,

 being a taxi, 

doing the countless amounts of laundry that just keep popping up all the time, 

the cleaning (even though it NEVER looks like a vacuum)

prepping and cooking food all day long (boys can eat) that i most of the time i hear "i don't like it" in my response to my efforts,

washing dishes, 

being a cleaner/maid/servant/nurse/personal assistant/you name it i'm doing it,

i have forgotten who i am.

i kinda feel like i am tredding water and just keeping my head above the water with all these day to day tasks that have to be done.

it's hard yakka.

its mentally, physically and emotionally draining.

and i've only got three.

heavens,

if i had four right now i think that'd push me right off the edge lol.

i love my boys and would definitely not trade them for anything,

but what i would've give for a 10 or even just a 5 minute shower without someone coming in every 5 seconds dobbing on someone.

to all the mamma's out there

i think you are amazing and you are doing such a great job !

if you ever think who am i ?

think 

- i'm a survivor !