On Repeat

today i could have realllllllllllly hurt the boys

( i didn't, of course)

but totally could have,

without regrets to.

i'm pretty sure i am one day away from being admitted to a home 

and you'll find me there in a straight jacket,

 swaying back and forth with my hair all crazy and stuff.

by 10am i had a square of chocolate

- whoever knows me will know that means i had a BAD day.

yes it was one dark chocolate but still before lunch time

BAAAAD DAAAAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

they wake up sooking and whinging,

i drop them to school fighting with each other,

zayden complains about everything ALL FREAKING DAY,

picking up the boys after school,

-still fighting and whinging

right up until bed 

WHINGING.SOOKING.FIGHTING.COMPLAINING.REPEAT

seriouslyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !!!!!!

i want to put myself on timeout so that they will leave ME alone.

and guess what peeps,

holidays begin NEXT WEEK !

i normally love holidays because i love having them all at home

but these ones they are bit different.

wish me luck,

you might find me in that home 2 and a half weeks from now.