Shining Lights

this year has been difficult.

trials have come,

and come and come.

things i never thought i would ever have to do.

things i never thought i would say to people.

i have felt at times so alone like there was no one to turn to,

but through this year i have had some amazing experiences.

i have had the realisation of what a friend truly means.

there have been people that have come into my life or

that were already there that have really been willing help me

- and they probably haven't even known it.

they have pulled me out of deep holes

that i felt like i was beginning to drown in and lose all control.

my trials are still there in my life at present

but these certain people make the burden and trial bearable,

whether it be a kind gesture or dropping around dinner unexpectedly or 

a kind word said or babysitting or just someone to vent to or some advice.

they have made my load lighter.

they have made me feel like 

"yes, i can go on a little bit further."

i will be forever grateful for these individuals

and they will always hold a special place in my heart.

and they have taught me what the true meaning of charity is.

they have been my shining lights 

through what has seemed like one of the darkest patches in my life.

and to them i want to say thank you.

this is just a little pic to help me remember.